All Hail The Future Princess Of Guam

I'll update soon...promise

2009-02-25T05:10:58Z

but I can't because I have to go sleep so I can get up and go clean my grandmothers kitchen (I mean what else would I do on my week off?!?) and get my ear flushed....again. goddamn small ear canals.

anyways...just putting this out there. Going to be in NYC in April. Probably going to be on my lonesome for at least a few periods of time while the best friend has to work. anyone out there wanna come keep me company during one of those times? not sure what they will be but I'd love to meet with peoples. let me know.

word.

hehehehheheh

baby kitties!

2008-12-16T03:50:22Z

the two...Gargoyle and Loki

Gar being his normal anti-social self

Loki being a sleepy kitty

zomg!

2008-12-14T03:41:32Z

I have two baby kitties!

one is a stinky butt right now. and in my lap.

gargoyle and loki.
yay!

Twilight movie!

2008-11-21T08:07:23Z

Oh. My. Edward.

fantastic with only a few sad thoughts about missing bits. but overall I was quite happy. I hope I remain so when I reread twilight and see it again on saturday. teehee.

now to sleep for 3 hours then to work.

hey cats and kittens!

2008-11-04T03:48:09Z

Again...I am alive.

and totally geeked to be out of the 'rents house.

Got a sweet apartment with a cool friend who was totally geeked about having a Hello Kitty kitchen. which we totally have...pictures to come soon.

I've gotten a really nice queen sized bed with memory foam on the matress. serious step up from the twin I'd had for YEARS.

Content with everything in general...except for the lack of teaching job and the edgings of loneliness. but hey..I'm independent with nothing holding me down.

so who wants to come visit me?

ps did I mention I'm getting a kitten after thanksgiving?!?! squee!! I hope jades 24lb cat Bane doesn't eat it. heheheh.

holy shit I am alive.

2008-09-30T17:23:29Z

Yes I am still here.

Today I turn 27.

I also found an apartment to move into with my buddy Jade. We put in the app today. If all goes well we should hear soon and be moving in on Oct. 25th. (any help would be appreciated that day!)

I will finally have a hello kitty kitchen and a place for all my books.

My cousin is going to buy me a kitten (sqweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!)

I still don't have a teaching job, but you know what. I'm happy.

booya bitches!

(ps housewarming gifts in the form of target or ikea gift cards will be welcome...teehee)

hey peoples...I'm trying something new

2008-04-28T02:08:58Z

I figure I don't get enough of recommending books between giving my personal books to my friends to read and refering people at the bookstore...so after meeting some wonderful people at a book signing today..one of who is an amazing blogger for YA novels (message me if you want the link..I'll find it for ya) I decided to do a Jenny book review/recommendation site for what I'm reading. check it out

http://bloggingbooksgalore.blogspot.com/

cuz I rock like woah. If you wanna contribute please let me know.

I got a new car....and its so pretty!

2008-03-29T01:58:27Z

yay. I am already looking for stupid accessories. forget that I'm now...as my parents are calling it "car poor". oh well. yay Bloo!

holy shit

2008-03-27T21:44:19Z

I bought a car.

woah.

just what I needed

2008-03-26T05:09:25Z

So young adult books have been making me happy these past few days. I finally read the Stephenie Meyer Twilight series (holy crudmuffins I can't wait till august for the 4th book...or december for the movie...I really can't!!) and I just picked up another YA book a few hours ago. and finished it. and got weepy. seriously. I need help. anyways I really enjoyed it and thought I would share.

and the link to the page: http://www.maureenjohnsonbooks.com/13lbe.html

really a good read.

and totally check out Stephenie Meyer if you haven't.

now I'm going to bed because I am going to look at a car tomorrow...by myself. I'm kinda scared but can't think of anyone who can go with me. oh well. gotta be a grown up sometime.

JADE!!

2008-03-24T00:51:32Z

I know you will love this just as much as I do. I really think we need to do something like this with summer camp footage. like covertly film someone then make a movie about it with this song. we should talk. mawhahahahaha.

learn to live with what you arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre

2008-03-24T00:43:23Z

ok I truly love the genius that is ben folds.

about damn time!!

2008-03-17T02:08:17Z

my life is suddenly thrust back to the giddy happiness of a middle school Jenny because of this simple website.

http://www.ljanesmith.net/

Oh my god (there was no OMG back in the day...heheh) all my fav YA books are being rereleased and the two books I have literally been waiting for more than 10 years for are going to be coming out.

Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeal!

PS I lost my good sunglasses. damnit

nakedtreefaery @ 2008-02-26T22:41:00

2008-02-27T03:49:40Z

feeling better in general tonight. got a nice long nap after the morning shift and spent some time with Angie after work in the afternoon. I realized how much I've missed our chill out movie time together. We haven't been able to mesh schedules as much as we used to. It was good to have a bit of a chat too. I guess we will see where tomorrow leads. hopefully it has a nap. I like naps bunches.

ps I got great new shoes. and a matching purse.

now it needs to stop being cold and snowing so I can wear them. anyone wanna take me on a date so I have a vaild reason to cute it up? barring that anyone have someone they want to fix me up with? heheheh.

sigh

2008-02-26T03:58:29Z

I'm feeling inordinately tired and lonely. another set of my friends is engaged. I am so happy for them but it also just stresses to me how much I am missing and how damn lonely I am. I know my reactions at this time are partly because of exhaustion from lack of sleep and an odd stomach bug I picked up. But man I'm feeling some serious lack right now.

I'm going to bed now...me and my vast imperfections that are making themselves glaringly obvious right now. and to think just a few days I was feeling all...well good. God I hate winter.

ps lots of snow expected.

I'm having issues

2008-02-23T02:50:28Z

ok I know I have severe control issues. anyone who knows me knows this. I am very particular about things. If I plan for something I expect to be on time. If I have a responsibility and have had that for many years I have problems with someone coming in a wresting control away. I have issues when people make decisions that effect other without listening to everyones input. I have issues with people that can't compromise. I have no problem compromising even when it goes against my plans...because I know that at least some of what I plan...I will be able to carry out. If everyone is consulted and all their opinions weighed and counted then I have no problem bowing out to the majority.

I have too many bats beating at things and taking away or discounting my choices/opinions/reasoning. I'm not handling this well. I don't like being ignored or talked down to or told no without discussion. I don't like people that are rude on top of treating me this way.

I don't know what to do. I know after next september it won't matter but I still have to deal with it all for the next 7 months.

so heres issue number 2 to go along with number one.

well hell

2008-02-20T03:58:00Z

damnit now my MP3 player hates me. I need my music. it is my solace. I was hoping that it would survive the crack it got but it looks like thats a big no. So I'm going to cough up the money to get a new one. and while I'm at it I might spend the extra $30 and get the 8GB one. but man this is frustrating to have to go get a new one. and when I wanted to save money too. but this is a non negotiable point for me.

sigh. this is so par for the course at this point in time.

nakedtreefaery @ 2008-02-15T15:25:00

2008-02-15T20:30:51Z

I'm wondering if I start writing in here again if it will be theraputic or it will just serve to depress me more. guess we'll give it a shot and see how it goes. Not that this next week will be the most honest series of entries. Damn PMS.

anyways. I've got a list of worries. lets start at the beginning shall we?

first off is appearence. I've signed up and paid a wad of money for laser hair removal for my face. its been a serious confidence issue with me for years. I had my first treatment a week ago and I guess its going ok. my only issue is that after years of plucking I am only allowed to shave. now if that isn't enough of a blow to the ego letting the hair grow a bit and having to look at it has brought me to tears on a number of occasions. I have severe self confidence issues. I know in the long run this will be awsome but its hard to think of the long run when you are too embarassed to leave your house.

ok I think I'll save number two for tomorrows entry. thats enough for the moment. grr...

he's gone.

2008-01-27T20:27:25Z

and thus did I have one grandparent left.

nakedtreefaery @ 2008-01-26T23:41:00

2008-01-27T04:48:53Z

Everything sucks right now and I am so walking on the edge.

Burst out crying in Bed Bath and Beyond today because Rob was being his normal asshole-ish rude self and I took it to heart. He came up here to see grandpa before he goes but he hasn't had to deal with all the emotional upheaval in the house up until this point and he won't have to after he and steph go back.

I'm so tired.

I'm definately in the winter depression mode. I know part of this is grandpa dying. but its more. I just feel lost. things suck and I don't know how to make them better. I need...hell if I know.

I'm going to sleep. I have to work tomorrow. and I'm holding a fucking grudge against my brother because I don't deserve to be treated the way he does. Not with all the things I've done for him and his goddamn wedding. Not with all the shit I put up with from the parents because of his inability to communicate or make a decision for them.

heh. bitter much huh?

I'm so done.

Obligatory year in review entry

2007-12-31T04:12:57Z

so here we are at the end of one more year. I have to say that I'm glad to have finally accomplished at least something this year. I have a diploma and a notorized teaching certificate. now if only I had a job to go along with them. On the whole job thing...getting the seasonal help job at Waldenbooks has panned out to be a more permanent part-time position. so come visit me you lame-os! sundays are especially slow. plus I get a good discount. mwahahah. I'm back in charge of a site at KT which is nice. (sorry jade! I miss you bunches! call me! now!) anyways. beyond that I've been asked once more to be a bridesmaid, this time in my brothers wedding. yay! I get a sister! we actually spent a whole day together on thursday and had a really nice time.

the future stands thus:
~I will most likely be getting a new car (used!) in the spring/summer (eek! money!)
~I will have to look out of state (most likely Kentucky where the bro lives) for a teaching job(eek! more money!)
~I will, if there is any kindness in the universe, get the hell out of this house! (eek! you get the idea)
~I will start paying off student loans (no eeks here...just OH FUCKING HELL!!!! so much money!)
yeah thats about it, but I personally think thats more than enough to have on my plate.

seriously

2007-12-09T04:43:54Z

I haven't been this exhausted/sore/achey in a really long time. This two job thing is kinda kicking my ass. It feels like I never get a break. I always have at least one job (if not both) everyday of the week. Next week I am working 20hrs at the bookstore over a 5 day spread and 30hrs at Kids' Time. In addition the Kids' Time is also my introduction to my new site...which will indeed be my site. Yeah bitches. get ready for a Jenny overhaul cuz she likes things done her way! heheheh. I'm quite pleased to be back incharge of my own site. where I won't get calls/texts from co-workers (jade excluded) at 6:15am...then again at 6:18am...(oh! btw jade! I got a text at 9:30pm tonight asking me what presents I got from the kids. uhh...seriously?!?) where I will be large and incharge.

k...going to go take drugs (excedrine back and body pain) and pass my ass out so I can work 11-6:30pm tomorrow.

she works hard for her money...so hard for it honey....

2007-12-01T15:06:39Z

Ok so I've been at my new 2nd job for over a week. my whole lower body hurst from standing all day long. between waking up at 6 to be at job #1 at 6:45am during the week, then going to job #2 from 9-2, then going back to job #1 from 3:15pm-6:00pm a few times this week...and working both days this weekend....I am sore and tired.

but I get to work around books...and talk to adults...so it isn't all bad. now if only I could stop spending money at job #2. sigh.

come visit me there! Walden on plymouth just west of middlebelt!

woo hoo....kinda

2007-11-24T01:41:08Z

got me a second seasonal job. at least it is at a good place to support my habits of talking to people I don't know in stores and buying books. getting hired at the book store this past week couldn't have been more perfectly timed with the employee 40% off sale sun-tues. rocks my socks. I get to buy my trashy romance novels (there are like 4 coming out on tuesday) and the discount can be used at borders so I can get the first 2 complete seasons of the muppet show cheap. yay.

other than that I got more webkinz. I need to move out and get a real pet. thats not a gecko. right then. off to be lazy.

thoughts jumbled like boggle dice in my head

2007-10-18T03:38:07Z

I have so many thing going through my head right now. The insecurity that hasn't been quite as obvious has come back full force. A sense of emptiness and purposelessness. Tiredness with nearly everything in my life. And now family health issues.

I need to sleep. for a good long while. but I don't think thats going to happen. nor will it really fix anything. but it lets me escape it for a while.

damnit.